Proud of your beauty...

Descriptive, expecting the most,

careful now, that tune of that song may get you lost,

i face realistic facts that smack my face everyday,

I know you are better minded then I,

for i forsake you, depriving you for those intentions,

winners of all kind i had discovered,

I could be a threat,

I am broken but stronger then what you think,

I weaken to my knee when spoken to my ears,

Love making is your kind and many time you had touch me with out a touch,

Is fascinating how those eyes glows to the shine of my smile,

my presence light up the room,

"baby smile as you walk down the isle for i am proud of your beauty"

nothing is left to say when this man believe in everything that was unknown

hiding in the dark,

I am bright shine to his eyes,

he has awaken the true me which now i see,

In his arms i am safe and now i understand

that if i get lost he will find me....

Por Poco, Por Mucho...

En accion por accion hace cosas

que no le da la razon,

por mucho es poco,

por lejos es cerca,

si es que mi corazon se aleja,

Te comporta de tal manera,

eres otra persona!

al paso ando,

yo en rapidez no ataco,

Te sientes, me quieres como un jugete,

no lo campartes ni con el mucdo ni con el aire,

olvidandote que soy un ser humano,

Explicas que el encerramiento te excita,

no comprendo tal talento,

que me as dejado sin aliento,

Libertad es frialda y te atormenta,

lo tratas como un rompe cabeza,

no es dificil y entiendo se te hace mas facil

aceptarlo como un refujio como el nido que as 

creado como un niño,

Por muchas razones te queré, 

por muchas no te desearé,

por poco, por mucho 

creeme amor nunca volveré....

Stuborn Him

As i sit in a dark room,

so full of thoughts,

recolecting those beautiful words,

that fill me up,

i skip a beat everytime i close my eyes,

it is so vivid but the distances is so tasteless,

He is beautiful and makes me feel beautiful,

those words of wisdom open windows,

as i concider myself his, for my heart seem to beat

for him, there is no longer justification for backing

off as i am content with such a addiction,

his ways are rude, for i misunderstand,

mix conceptions wraps around my head,

as your ways hurts in the way,

stuborn him, stuborn me, 

i get away with such a defect,

face off he exclaim,

covering every part of his feelings,

i care for him, he cares for me,

for he likes distance that only protects him,

he got charm and so dam calm,

he got this goals that i still dont understand,

for he believe everything that i need to learn,

i am learning, believe me! but i am not absorbing such unpredictable 

behavior that disturb me inside...

Far across the world

I am still trying to understand,

fast thoughts go,

getting me anxious for what is worth,

his voice is strong,

his words do touch,

he kiss me everyday with out a slighty touch,

i feel his hands every night,

as he caress my hair,

and my heart beats at the sound of love,

for it has its tone to prosecute negative thoughts,

unknown feelings are taking over somethings,

that i a not so use to it,

i fight everyday for thats what i do out of nature,

he is pleasant to my words,

he just understand it all,

fears arise as there is a tickle that i ignore,

feelings are strong enough to move a mountain,

but then what about the trees? and the river?

the flow must remain,

for you dont have a problem with it,

i struggle with acceptance,

but you gently remind me that is non-sense,

love is real,

but i see it as its surreal,

my skin scream for a real touch,

loving every part of it,

i love you since you knew,

and like you say it is safe because hours far across the world,

make this love strong...

Fallen Angel..

I was capture by a soft man,

and so he offer something that makes me laugh,

naive is my intention that burst off my pores,

and so I've been fallen, 

for my needs are not too heavenly,

i learned habits,

not like able for i couldn't stay in heaven,

i lift those in need,

but then i was deprived,

for many reason that got enough of me to turn me into something,

that quite was not me!

It is love that he need,

for his heart tells him i am it,

afraid i be,

mastered habits that you would not feed,

instead you feel,

changes are ages that teach to reach,

and so he is what i want,

for i go all in with my heart,

i have been to war,

and so i guards up is just a figured of speech,

now soft man enjoy this feast,

for only come once in a lifetime,

for this dark angel is a good angel within her.....

Understanding many things.....

As everyone is fast asleep,

i quietly peak and whisper how much i need them to be patient enough to deal with me,

i am brave but i caved in this hurtful manners give me no choice then to master it,

quietly i leave swallowing every emotion is to feel for them,

and so i try to sleep,

tossing and turning trying to release,

anger that aged every inch of my heart,

I am one simple soul who need relieved,

I admit weak knees gives in of tears of a man,

i always been that breed that stand by indeed those in need,

Explaining is not my nature,

for i get lost in worthless word that i acknowledge are not the guidelines

that this warrior lead stones,

I understand many things that don't quite make any sense for i put my guards up to follow this non-sense,

speak for yourself, for i am willing to listen to whatever you have to say,

determination is my gesture, 

for i stand by for what i believe,

for my heart beats as you caress my face and simply say what you mean,

at all mean make wise move so then i can leave at peace,

you had your chances and you so lived,

for you push me to the edge and still believe that love is all you learned,

for i have been broken before i saw the light,

for i know you love me for what is hidden,

jealousy got you twisted, 

and so you are not understanding that pulling me up towards this mountain of struggles,

so for this pain hurtle,

hunting me every night for i recognize that i only hurting you.......

~Contradiction~

Nothing was something,

fighting is loosing,

tasteless is waiting,

nodding is assurance,

Somewhat is what we don't want,

a tickle in the stomach i see it far,

his ways is stubbornness shut the lights off,

assuming is reusing poor language in manners,

Careless is the expression of a poor man,
he never had anything so what does he really looses?
for word my mind speak, the tree bring shade with a nice cool air,
and as you close your eyes there is relieve as your heart flow with the wind
and so you think you found love, going forward with little step,
fear arises, everything moves inside of me, there is no question,
i believe,
i am in need,
thirst of finding me,
i will loose weight but i will
gain strenght,

I know that you next to me there will not be no addiction,
 no affliction,
 no infliction,
no misunderstanding,
mistaken of the way is been discipline,
for i admire you from a mile away,
is not only to understand the unpredictable
behavior ,
is to love what is hidden within me
to succeed what is to give,
because it is true love that will discipline this
wild animal that runs wild hiding in the darkness,
for i desire,
for i want this more then you cant imagine.....