He should love...

In many ways you had express

many things, making so complicated 

to understand what is left to feel,

trouble mind leads me to different direction,

leaving me lost in the middle of no where,

is a strong feeling i say!

your thoughts play in my head,

and i smile, 

over all in those memories,

we laugh and looked happy,

still yet you question me,

still yet you test me,

is not only believing,

is understanding,

is trust in what i want to be for you,

i am troubled for your not so straight answers,

i ran out of words to say,

working hard, lack of sleep,

lack of underlining all this thoughts and feelings,

you only can push so much before 

you get the poor behavior disturbing all

kinds of emotions that lead us to nothing,

and so we started with nothing,

and end with nothing,

not realizing that the world spin 

and tomorrow may not come for us,

that the world may not spin anymore

and all we left was bitter taste of thoughts,

feelings, pride, and all kind of questions not answer,

lets answer truly,

as the clock ticks,

you just may run out of time,

to say and express so called what your are all about,

i need a man with confidence to please the woman he so love,

i want trust, communications that will make this relationship

stronger,

i want a man that include me into his future ,

because maybe i may just want to walk the isle,

maybe i just want someone to believe  that i will

love him, respect him,

be who i am because who i am he should love..