Understanding many things.....

As everyone is fast asleep,

i quietly peak and whisper how much i need them to be patient enough to deal with me,

i am brave but i caved in this hurtful manners give me no choice then to master it,

quietly i leave swallowing every emotion is to feel for them,

and so i try to sleep,

tossing and turning trying to release,

anger that aged every inch of my heart,

I am one simple soul who need relieved,

I admit weak knees gives in of tears of a man,

i always been that breed that stand by indeed those in need,

Explaining is not my nature,

for i get lost in worthless word that i acknowledge are not the guidelines

that this warrior lead stones,

I understand many things that don't quite make any sense for i put my guards up to follow this non-sense,

speak for yourself, for i am willing to listen to whatever you have to say,

determination is my gesture, 

for i stand by for what i believe,

for my heart beats as you caress my face and simply say what you mean,

at all mean make wise move so then i can leave at peace,

you had your chances and you so lived,

for you push me to the edge and still believe that love is all you learned,

for i have been broken before i saw the light,

for i know you love me for what is hidden,

jealousy got you twisted, 

and so you are not understanding that pulling me up towards this mountain of struggles,

so for this pain hurtle,

hunting me every night for i recognize that i only hurting you.......