Stuborn Him

As i sit in a dark room,

so full of thoughts,

recolecting those beautiful words,

that fill me up,

i skip a beat everytime i close my eyes,

it is so vivid but the distances is so tasteless,

He is beautiful and makes me feel beautiful,

those words of wisdom open windows,

as i concider myself his, for my heart seem to beat

for him, there is no longer justification for backing

off as i am content with such a addiction,

his ways are rude, for i misunderstand,

mix conceptions wraps around my head,

as your ways hurts in the way,

stuborn him, stuborn me, 

i get away with such a defect,

face off he exclaim,

covering every part of his feelings,

i care for him, he cares for me,

for he likes distance that only protects him,

he got charm and so dam calm,

he got this goals that i still dont understand,

for he believe everything that i need to learn,

i am learning, believe me! but i am not absorbing such unpredictable 

behavior that disturb me inside...