Taking chances

Waking up everyday thinking of all the darkness
the world has to offer,

Silence seeks time to re-think decisions
pounded on yet not made,

Daylight is too bright to follow,
such a struggle to juggle motive to prosecute
those that are shallow,

Who i am to judge those that struggle with such
habit of life,
Finding self within inner self make those want to snuggle,

Weakness is mistaken with a soft hearted person,
reality is that having a weakness is a strength of a great warrior,

Using and abusing the system of all the greatest heart,
makes a burnable and pathetic move like is some sort of
chest game,

The decision is a petition that we oath to rule for,
he strikes i fight, what i want isn't right but makes my night,
Pleasure against reassurance, you rephrase to have some sort insurance,

I am who i am, i loved once with all i had, a strong storm destroyed all
the beautiful things there was, something was left and so i stood back up
and became bitter and very strong to the taste,
that doesn't make me a bad person, but it does make me hard headed person,

Nothing is blue unless i say so, nothing is safe till i brake thru,
rough past is a long journey, the choice is yours if you want to continue
with nothing, taking chances with mild changes that will take you
no where.......