Closing Chapter....

Is a strange, powerful feeling that takes over
something that means nothing but something
that tickle enough to move things inside of me,

The language of love, attraction i find it such a
distraction to what we come in this life for,
i don't discriminate the word LOVE but the reason
behind it, make us do things that we in our rational
mind won't do, irrational is those decision that we
make everyday when is thought and process,
acknowledge it and still go on ignoring the outcome
of it,

Human yes human indeed we are, but again we chose
to sin and learn the right and wrong, when we think about
for who we did it for? and then ask why? and for what?
realize that the truth been sitting on front of me all this time,
dreamers of the dream release the answers clearly for me to
see,  we make selfish decision everyday for the better and the worse,

Today i learn that i have the answer i have been looking for,
defining, refining, relying on this strong pulse that makes me
stumble, it had shaking me awake making my heart raise,
drain in sweat i had awaking to know that i have to
let you go, for the better, to go on moving forward and not
looking back, you are a reminder of my past that i buried long
time ago, still yet that hunts me because i choose to, that been
said! i don't see you in my future,

This chapter of what IF i will be closing because i shouldn't
from the beginning had open i book that doesn't allow me to
move forward......