Fallen Angel..

I was capture by a soft man,

and so he offer something that makes me laugh,

naive is my intention that burst off my pores,

and so I've been fallen, 

for my needs are not too heavenly,

i learned habits,

not like able for i couldn't stay in heaven,

i lift those in need,

but then i was deprived,

for many reason that got enough of me to turn me into something,

that quite was not me!

It is love that he need,

for his heart tells him i am it,

afraid i be,

mastered habits that you would not feed,

instead you feel,

changes are ages that teach to reach,

and so he is what i want,

for i go all in with my heart,

i have been to war,

and so i guards up is just a figured of speech,

now soft man enjoy this feast,

for only come once in a lifetime,

for this dark angel is a good angel within her.....

Understanding many things.....

As everyone is fast asleep,

i quietly peak and whisper how much i need them to be patient enough to deal with me,

i am brave but i caved in this hurtful manners give me no choice then to master it,

quietly i leave swallowing every emotion is to feel for them,

and so i try to sleep,

tossing and turning trying to release,

anger that aged every inch of my heart,

I am one simple soul who need relieved,

I admit weak knees gives in of tears of a man,

i always been that breed that stand by indeed those in need,

Explaining is not my nature,

for i get lost in worthless word that i acknowledge are not the guidelines

that this warrior lead stones,

I understand many things that don't quite make any sense for i put my guards up to follow this non-sense,

speak for yourself, for i am willing to listen to whatever you have to say,

determination is my gesture, 

for i stand by for what i believe,

for my heart beats as you caress my face and simply say what you mean,

at all mean make wise move so then i can leave at peace,

you had your chances and you so lived,

for you push me to the edge and still believe that love is all you learned,

for i have been broken before i saw the light,

for i know you love me for what is hidden,

jealousy got you twisted, 

and so you are not understanding that pulling me up towards this mountain of struggles,

so for this pain hurtle,

hunting me every night for i recognize that i only hurting you.......

~Contradiction~

Nothing was something,

fighting is loosing,

tasteless is waiting,

nodding is assurance,

Somewhat is what we don't want,

a tickle in the stomach i see it far,

his ways is stubbornness shut the lights off,

assuming is reusing poor language in manners,

Careless is the expression of a poor man,
he never had anything so what does he really looses?
for word my mind speak, the tree bring shade with a nice cool air,
and as you close your eyes there is relieve as your heart flow with the wind
and so you think you found love, going forward with little step,
fear arises, everything moves inside of me, there is no question,
i believe,
i am in need,
thirst of finding me,
i will loose weight but i will
gain strenght,

I know that you next to me there will not be no addiction,
 no affliction,
 no infliction,
no misunderstanding,
mistaken of the way is been discipline,
for i admire you from a mile away,
is not only to understand the unpredictable
behavior ,
is to love what is hidden within me
to succeed what is to give,
because it is true love that will discipline this
wild animal that runs wild hiding in the darkness,
for i desire,
for i want this more then you cant imagine.....

Across the fence

Descriptive, insensitive i say is perspective,
tension is pretending that there wasn't no affection,
for this lesson tighten my chest, speaking my mind is a dangerous quest,
i fall and i get up, you push and so I resolved a problem that from the beginning I should've given up,

Unsatisfied she plead, for she only wants peace,
reality is harsh for many poor souls that weaken at ease,
mind over matter i see!!
I fight this battle as that snake rattle,
for things i had discovered that is rabble,

Listening to the inner of long lost blossom tree, went opaque
when you decided to throw me down the stream,
my soul scream for this bad manners to be deceased, 

Across this fence I see children in need, 

My feeling ceased so I believe that there is nothing more of me to give........

Long time ago....

For what it was worth, love walked out the door

long time ago,

For my silent trouble your mind, yes you lost it long time ago,

For my space is the only freedom, you have a hard time giving me that

for insecurities the hunts you long time ago,

Sweet love with memories to cherish i plead,

Sweet moments for those moment i lead,

you are everything, for nothing that fill me up with warmth,

you bring comfort to my unhappy dreams,

Confidence is a level hard to reach,

you know! this soul is in need,

yes! this youngster is never pleased,

for what we know, there is the poor man that need shoes

for those naked feet,

Is a love story never told,

but is for the world to know,

little they know that this queen of hope,

need and wants are major for the seeds she feeds,

The fishes in the water are an entertainment for those

that don't acknowledge true beauty in the nature,

forgotten wise words that come across this song,

soothing are those words that encounter those

that do trust, 

I learned that once upon a time love was everything

we knew,

till the snake trick Eva to eat the apple,

every time i read this part of the true wisdom of all books,

i felt like she knew she shouldn't but still yet she went and bit it,

it tells me that us sinner are weak to the desire to discover for what could it be IF.....

The Wise Man...

There is a lot of rumors that the wise man has found his muse,
never the less they found each other to be so impress,
his knowledge is to listen to,
his talent is to sit for,
his charisma is to encounter to,

There is a lot of rumors that this wise man is mesmerize by this beauty
full of hidden wisdom that he has discovered by looking at her eyes,
carefully he goes, given it all to this poor youngster in need of guidance,
little he knows that he will sink in, for her ways has rough edges,

Ages are aged by the days, not by heart that are combine with this hatch,
there is a bridle path form just for deeds, that indeed ends with an unpredictable
works to write about for the world to know, there is so much to learn about
this wise man and his muse,
how ever, this may end there is to know all
they want to learn with no bitter sweet taste to regret.......

Tasting Feast...

is that bitter sweet taste left after you had turn your back with less glow on those eyes,
is the never ending spending the time saying good bye, enjoying false hope that enlighten that ghost
of nothing better to wish for, is that smell you carried, that move me inside, that within those thought
that rush down my spine, tickling my stomach making this fight so vague,

is not new for the news where we stand, savory thoughts of past tasting the least, slight comments that hurts i take at ease, don't provoke me i do fight for teeth, never the less you have nothing to say, much of your doings gets old by its own fault, changes is facing an everyday taking for granted, your lips is the exception i take as an exclamation, you take my breath away just like a poor man with thirst,

is not a get use to it, is not the easy to get rid of it, is the challenge of going our separate way and not to think of each other, is that fine line of where we stand, the knowing and following all that is to know,
fighting those feeling that distance make strong, i am weak to your name, i am weak to your presences,
nothing is there to fight then to admit what there is to feel in the moment for that moment,

is those hand when they touches my hair reminding me that is you touching it, it is you pulling it, it is a reminder of what we are in that room full of nothing but carved names on walls, i get it! i am important to a certain extend, to a certain dimension of this visual you have of a relationship, hallucinating unrealistically about what could have been IF it was so! there is a strong feel about the wind that blow our way, but yet again we question it maybe wasn't strong enough to go on and make that further step,

remembrance of those day given to you, replacing reality to our way of living reminds me that you are best kept in the box of good memory that i cherish not holding nothing against you for i hold something special towards you.........