Question what there is to question..

Feast off my anger,

as you touch me,

ease some pain,

the room move so fast,

as loud noises are made by my body

going against the wall,

and he slows down to kiss me slowly,

is all about remembering what he taste like,

as his hands have control of the whole situation,

is not about love is about pleasure for the rush hour

before is all gone and done and over with,

at the end he cherish her presences,

for she has gave him what he wanted,

and so between his teeth he has this harsh past,

bitter to taste,

harsh to listen,

difficult to accept,

so silence must we have,

as she arrive and give him the pleasure he expect,

in distance day by day he express such mystery,

and so in little time can't expect to let loose.

still yet those demons of his i can feel,

when he touches me,

when he looks at me,

when he kisses me,

and so is rare,

for is not my comfort zone,

and so i question what there is to question,

how long can we keep this?

how long would he wanted to last?

how meaningful he want this to be?

and so i sit still as i wait,

with no clue what is next,

and so is like following the wave of a windy day.

and going with it..

Is all in her eyes...

In many ways she is different,

and so a monster was created,

many strangers walking in and out,

and still it hurts,

music tame her temper,

and so demonds take over 

every time,

all the time,

and so is a vicious cycle,

is all in her eyes,

did you notice?

silence shouts truthful message,

take notes,

perhaps LISTEN!!

nothing more important she 

has said,

she cures bother some thoughts

with that clear liquor,

that ease thoughts,

and so she can put it together

as is some sort of puzzle

that she always try to solve,

it rain over her everyday,

she hides all the time,

but for how long can she hide?

the moon and stars she cherish,

but predictions and her addictions

sit apart, enough to acknowledge

what is the answer,

quitetly she goes, 

going and going

without stoping,

as she exhaust her bare feet,

cut open,

just like her heart,

nothing more hurtful,

then not moving foward,

life is too short,

to stop and collapse,

no time to think,

no time for sorry,

no time to stop and re do it all over again,

there once upon a time,

something to say when things were at ease,

and so those days are over,

and so she fight the world,

and this war is endless,

because she dont seem to end it,

she feels like the world is 

against her,

and so as time pass along,

she realize is herself

that goes againt herself,

over all is not adjusting,

is not the getting use to it,

is not to take responsibility for,

is all about undesrtanding,

is all about learning,

and add it to what comes next,

and so the new gets old,

and so some poor people get rich,

is all about the goals that you set in life,

showing determination,
for life is not easy,
for light weight people get waisted faster,

Is a challenge,
and so is a mission,
and so she makes it productive,
meaningful,
because standing strong is what makes her....

A Story filled with nothing but blank pages...

 Gentle kiss that can't seem to recognize,

breezy night no choice then to get closer,

he loved her before knowing her,

true beauty sharp enough to blind soul

thirsty for lust, 

and so she inspired many hungry heart

in need of reason to live,

her guidance with guideline that follows

the rule of wanting is getting and you get it

because you want it,

Crushed, poor, empty, lost,

so called this past mate that took

him for everything he had worked for,

determination, ambitions has been put on hold

for lack of motivation to move forward,

he is soft spoken,
 he has this humble eyes,

lightly he speak about what made him a man,

and so he is strong,

with this big heart of lion,

so much love to give still yet nothing to offer,
his story is filled with nothing but blank pages,
is not the rare case of un-told story,
perhaps has been that over done, over-told story
that just give enough tips for the poor man to survive,
the light that shone his way,
 dims day by day as he struggle
to use the ray of light wisely,
in desperate time of life,
he drowns in cheap alcohol to give him
some sort of peace of mind,
and so he question me why not settle?!

Tender Love he express

 A love song he whisper in my ear,

the sound of his voice caress my face,

and my heart beat accelarates,

for there is no escape to reality,

is unreal how emotions take over

in seconds, 

revelation acts fast,

as the blood pumps from my heart,

palpitation on those fingers,

when he slowly savor my lips,

it wasnt science,

felt more like chemistry,

calculated just right the assurance

of what felt right,

tender love he express,

a simple touch told it all,

a story of a million years ago

spoke our love,

he has brought the moon to my feet,

asking for forgiveness for 

his love was more then what can he possibly need,

As we shut down the lights of the world,

as we killed every negative thought of bodies that surround it us,

we were elevated slightly of the ground as he held me close to him,

and so we think is love, 

i mean why wouldn't be love?

Every touch i felt at ease,

every kiss taste so sweet,

every word sounded like spring,

winter cold was his goals,

so far but so close,

is initiation but such lack of motivation,

and our body float,

candle light on,

slow music play,

not fast, for he took his time,

impatient body that won't settle

for less, 

as it needs more

and the heart beat goes,

but he slowly show me peace,

because the pureness of his love

calms those demons that constatly feast off me...

He should love...

In many ways you had express

many things, making so complicated 

to understand what is left to feel,

trouble mind leads me to different direction,

leaving me lost in the middle of no where,

is a strong feeling i say!

your thoughts play in my head,

and i smile, 

over all in those memories,

we laugh and looked happy,

still yet you question me,

still yet you test me,

is not only believing,

is understanding,

is trust in what i want to be for you,

i am troubled for your not so straight answers,

i ran out of words to say,

working hard, lack of sleep,

lack of underlining all this thoughts and feelings,

you only can push so much before 

you get the poor behavior disturbing all

kinds of emotions that lead us to nothing,

and so we started with nothing,

and end with nothing,

not realizing that the world spin 

and tomorrow may not come for us,

that the world may not spin anymore

and all we left was bitter taste of thoughts,

feelings, pride, and all kind of questions not answer,

lets answer truly,

as the clock ticks,

you just may run out of time,

to say and express so called what your are all about,

i need a man with confidence to please the woman he so love,

i want trust, communications that will make this relationship

stronger,

i want a man that include me into his future ,

because maybe i may just want to walk the isle,

maybe i just want someone to believe  that i will

love him, respect him,

be who i am because who i am he should love..