A Thousand Miles fading away

A thousand Miles fading away

I have left you thousand times,

recollecting memories that crawl

in the walls of my vein,

Deep is this emptiness,

blank air fill of hurt,

I fight for space, NO! i fight for grace,

In a sleight fast goes my thoughts that seem to fade,

Don't know who i am, 

maybe some sort wild child lost in stage,

Lost long gone this heavy wind dust,

love struck went wrong is aging and filled with rust, 

clouds grey stated some storm is in the way 

 still yet hoping that the sun will find its way,

Anchor feeling he refraces, luxury life style he replaces,

Caged i aged but he says is for the bestead,

best interest is her way, 

does it taste better now that he is away?